Monday, March 28, 2011


I'm not sure why I've not been blogging but life just seems SO BUSY!!  And every time I say that I'm learning not to criticize myself for 'not handling more, since I don't have any kids'.  If I had kids, I'd be busy in a different way, right?

One of the big (pardon the pun) by-products of infertility and multiple pregnancy loss has been, in addition to clinical depression, a lot of weight gained and a more sedentary lifestyle.

 This is not good people.

I am NOT a skinny girl!!!

So I may be turning to friends in the blog-o-sphere to get a little help with this.  

Y'all kept me sane while I walked through the darkest valley.  I'm hoping you might help me stay motivated while I climb the highest mountain!!!

Once I'm home I will be BRAVE and post a recent pic.  I will also post a pic from about 6 or 7 months before I started trying to get pregnant.

Here are the pics...I'm feeling scared and BRAVE....the 'fat' picture is definitely not flattering!!!

This is me in May 2004:

This is me in January 2011:

Somethings got to change.  I need your help. 

Are you with me? 

Hope so!