Spent too many years wandering through the wilderness of infertilty. Lost 7 babies, lost my hope, lost too much. Spent some time grieving and trying to figure stuff out. Still grieving, still figuring. Trying to tell this story. My story. Well, my new story.
Monday, March 28, 2011
I'm not sure why I've not been blogging but life just seems SO BUSY!! And every time I say that I'm learning not to criticize myself for 'not handling more, since I don't have any kids'. If I had kids, I'd be busy in a different way, right?
One of the big (pardon the pun) by-products of infertility and multiple pregnancy loss has been, in addition to clinical depression, a lot of weight gained and a more sedentary lifestyle.
This is not good people.
I am NOT a skinny girl!!!
So I may be turning to friends in the blog-o-sphere to get a little help with this.
Y'all kept me sane while I walked through the darkest valley. I'm hoping you might help me stay motivated while I climb the highest mountain!!!
Once I'm home I will be BRAVE and post a recent pic. I will also post a pic from about 6 or 7 months before I started trying to get pregnant.
Here are the pics...I'm feeling scaredandBRAVE....the 'fat' picture is definitely not flattering!!!